i am completely lost at the moment. i am not sure what to do. things just don't seem to be working out at the moment. no, at all. i can't figure out what to do. things at school just makes me sick. so badly that i am willing to die just so i won't have to suffer anymore. but that won't happen. they say they care. but who am i to say that they are telling me the truth? i just don't know anymore. i can't think of anything. they are probally sick of me talking about this kind of stuff. but it won't go away. i just won't. no matter how hard i try. i've lost everything. everything. there is nothing left. nothing. nothing.

wahh! its been so long since this morning. it feels like time has slowed down just so that i can get this french revolution storybook done. i hope i do. yea. 

Current Location: home
Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Perfect Blue(tv size)- Jazzin' Park